Monday, 31 May 2010

5 centimeters Per Second

Oh my :) I just downloaded this for my holiday leisure~

It's a wonderful anime movie~!

Touching yet sad :(

Seriously, my tears came out undesirely during one de part T.T

Here's a picture of the movie!









Summary:





It started off with a little boy & a little girl..( but mainly the littl boy :D )



There's 3 episodes totally in the movie :))



Boy: Takaki Tono 遠野 貴樹


Girl: Akari Shinohara 篠原 明里


Girl 2: Kanae Sumida 澄田 花苗







I love a part when the girl told the boy..



Girl : Do you know that blossom falls at 5cm per second ? ^^






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Episode 1: Cherry Blossom



Takaki Tōno quickly befriends Akari Shinohara when she transfers to his elementary school. They grow closer to each other due to similar interests and attitudes; for instance, they both prefer to stay inside during recess due to their seasonal allergies. As a result, they form a strong bond; they speak to each other using their given names without any form of honorifics, which is very unusual in Japan, even among people who are romantically involved. This fact is lost in the movie's translation to English and other languages, which reduces the implied closeness of their relationship.
Upon graduating from elementary school, Akari moves to Tochigi, due to her parents' jobs. The two keep in contact by writing letters, but despite the feelings that exist between them, they inevitably begin to drift apart. When Takaki becomes aware that his family will be moving to Kagoshima, he decides to go see Akari since they will be too far apart to visit each other at all after he moves. He also prepares a letter for Akari, revealing his true feelings. However, during the journey, he loses the letter, and a severe snowstorm continuously delays Takaki's trip by several more hours. The two finally meet, and as they share their first kiss, Takaki realizes they will never be together again. Stranded in a shed due to the snowstorm, they fall asleep after talking late into the night. Takaki departs the next morning, and they promise to continue writing to each other. As the train rolls away, Takaki regrets the loss of his letter, while Akari silently looks at a letter she had intended to give to him.







Episode 2: Cosmonaut



Takaki is now in the third year of senior high in Tanegashima, where the Tanegashima Space Center is located. Kanae Sumida, a classmate of Takaki, had fallen in love with Takaki ever since she met him in middle school, but does not have the courage to openly confess her feelings. She spends all the time she can with him, even waiting long after school for the chance to go home together. It is obvious Kanae has strong feelings for Takaki, but he appears to be blind to them; he simply regards Kanae as a good friend. Over time Kanae observes that Takaki is always writing emails to someone, or staring off into the distance as if searching for something far, far away. It is revealed later in this segment, that the emails Takaki is constantly writing are merely to himself, and he has had recurring dreams in which Akari is featured. Despite her feelings for Takaki, Kanae believes he is searching for things far greater than anything she can offer and eventually decides against telling him how she feels.







Episode 3: 5 Centimeters Per Second



It is 2008, and all three characters have gone their separate ways. Takaki is now a computer programmer in Tokyo, and Akari is preparing to get married. There is no clear indication as to what Kanae has done, but in the ending montage she can be seen slightly older laying on the ocean water next to her surfboard as well as saying goodbye to Takaki as he is leaving via airplane. Takaki is still longing for Akari to the detriment of his lifestyle and his other relationships, which a recent ex-girlfriend also acknowledges. Akari, while going through some old things, finds the letter she intended to give to Takaki but never sent. On the verge of a breakdown, Takaki quits his job.
One day while walking down a road, Akari and Takaki presumably pass and recognize each other, across a train crossing. They both pause and begin to look back, but the passing trains quickly cut off their view. Takaki waits for the trains to pass, but sees that the woman is gone. After a pause, he smiles to himself and continues walking.








You can see more in http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/5_Centimeters_Per_Second







Here's some more picture of the movie :))))









My favourite scene :) ( currently my desktop wallpaper too!! xD )







Episode 2 scene :)





Another lovely scene :DD





Anyone who wants to watch this movie, you can get it from me :)))






LX Jeffery JonG XB

Saturday, 29 May 2010

YOU :DD

Are you sure you're happy? Why are you forcing youself to be happy when clearly you are not? I can see through you, you know I know you better.. That piece of junk isn't worth your love, for you deserve better. Your love is worth trading the WHOLE world for, and he don't even apprieciate you, he leaves you hanging when you need him the most, he leaves you crying alone , when you needed a shoulder to cry on, he won't even want to dance under the rain with you when you asked him to jst because he was afraid of getting sick!! But, I swear.. I'll treat you better, love you more than he does, i won't leave you hanging when you need me the most, I'll borrow your my shoulder anytime you need it, I'll dance with you anytime, anywhere. I won't rush you.. I'll love you forever, so even if your boyfriend is a stinking little boy, I'll always wait for the day I can finally love you and having you love me, no matter how many stinking boyfriend you'll have, I will be your last one :))

Sunday, 9 May 2010

Miri Run!! (8/5/10)

I registered last minute ><"
Wasn't my fault really.. 5s4 has no sign of the registration paper.. go figure? haha
Anyway, managed to participate in this FUN & GREAT event ^^ here's some of the things we did..


3pm
Registrations..and RED MIRI RUN TSHIRTS!!

4.30pm
Xpax sponsored BANGING BALLOONS & Mr Miri Mayor :D

5pm ( i think so? )
RUN~!!

----> Tamu
Normal..

----> Flyover
Omg!! I'll finally standing & walking on the flyover in person! Not in a car!! Quite high 0.0

----> Mountain
Missed... since the path was too small.. So everyone took a little detour!!

----> Near Bintang Megamall & Primary school
An encouragement for us to continue the RUN!! Walls sponsored ROOTBEER ICE-CREAMS :) Thank you!! I had 4!! xD

----> Bintang Megamall
We gathered in front of the old wing's maindoor.. Bintang Megamall sponsored BAGS.. Say NO to PLASTIC ^^

----> Inside Bintang Megamall
I was the first to scream!! xP (wanted to do that a long time ago! to scream loudly in BINTANG MEGAMALL!! A dream fulfied :D ) A sea of red people dashed into the megamall ><"

----> Sushi King
Sushi King sponsored... of cause == SUSHI!! They laid the sushi on table outside Sushi King :D I had some.. Wasabi sucks ==

---> Outside Megamall
We took a small break.. drinking Mineral waters.. and stealing some from friends too xD

---> Land Survey
Milo sponsored us.. ONCE AGAIN OF CAUSE.. MILO :P my favourite!! cool ice milo >< hehe..

---> Back to the field
Right back to where we started, thank you to the commitees who prepared soft drinks/mineral drinks/ Calsbeirg ( i din take any.. nvr had alcohol in my life >< )/ redbull for us! thank you! I had my favourite Cincau, Green Tea & Chrysanthemum..

7pm end!
The commitees had fun with the ice ><" oh my.. I realise they have a lot of "beer" songs.. Some are funny, some are more "adultive" haha..

THAT'S ALL FOR MIRI RUN :)

Tuesday, 27 April 2010

If only I met you first..

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Mistakes you wish you never done..

Words you wish you never said..

Opportunities you wish you never miss..

Things you wish you never forgotten..

And...

Times when you wish you met her first..


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They met earlier before..
I met them later...
I met her before..
She met me later..

Her angelic smile always brighten my day of hell..
Her laughter comforts my angry heart..
Her eyes harasses my soul everytime she looks at me..
Her smell, one that I will never get fade up of..

She loves him..
He loves her..
I love her..
She loves him..

I never told her..
The feelings kept for years..
I never had the guts..
Even through those years..

He tries his best..
He shot her down..
He's always good at bull eyes..
So here they are..

A sweet couple they claim they are..
A disaster I claim they are..
A secret he wants to hide..
A secret she wants to share..

Is he afraid of her?
Or is she a toy to him?
She cries tears for him..
Yet, she's the one forgiving him!!

I can't stand this anymore..
But what can I do?
They are together now..
So what more can I say?

All I can do..
To wish her happiness..
To wish her laugther..
To wish her smiles..

But in my heart..the devil of truth bends my words..
To wish her sorrow..
To wish her cries..
To wish her tears..

Yes.. The devil is controlling me..
He says he will help me to forget..
So I curse and curse..
But the truth is, I still love her..

The devil list down ways..
He gave it to me..
It was for the better good..
So I started doing it..

Trying to avoid contact with her..
But destiny fights back..
Trying to run away from her..
But faith pulls me back..

Why?
A question that challeged Eistein..
I cried..
Yes..man do cry..

I need an angel..
But then i remember..
She was long gone..
Shot down by him..

I couldn't run anymore..
I wasn't Superman..
I am only just a man..
Man has limits..

So day by day..
I see them..
Wait...
Where's he?

But I didn't bother..
That's her problem..
I lied..
I cared..

I said hi..
She said hi..
A different hi..
Hers used to be so warm..

Her tone of sadness..
When she told me..
Her sound of shattered pieces..
Seems to never end..

"GOOD!!" My mind keep repeating..
That's what she get for loving him..
I was super happy!!!
I lied once again..

I couldn't see her cry..
I couldn't see her like this..
I vowed to make her happy..
I vowed I will always do soon since before..

So here I am..
So here he is..
Few punches hurts like hell..
Pain..a small matter compare to her happiness..

He said he will be faithful..
He swear in front of me..
He said he will love her..
He swear in front of her..

I fixed the disaster..
I fixed her shattered pieces..
I fixed her happiness..
But fixed non of mine..

I was still loving her from far..
Staring into the sky we used to stare..
Naming stars like how we used to..
Childish..but I did them just to be with her..

Playing in the library..
Playing in the laboratory..
Sleeping in class..
Skipping class..

Will he ever do these?
Will he hold when you cry?
Will he buy you, your favourite ice-cream?
Yes.. It's Vanilla Strawberry.. does he know?

It doesn't really matter...
I got used to it..
Eating Vanilla Strawberry alone..
Reminiscing all the old times..

History subject sucks now..
Different than before..
When there was her to teach me..
Now there's him to teach..

They're still together..I'm glad..
I lied.. I cursed..
I can't protect her anymore..
Now that it was time..

Hats are thrown..
Memories and contacts are taken..
Goodbyes are said..
Futures to get set for..

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Years passed..
Got her "love" letters in my Inbox..
Saying that she's okay..
And that she was still with him..

My time got expensive..
Law course made it so..
Studies took me over..
And a Inbox begging for me for months..

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Went up to stage..
Got the best of the best..
Proud..
Happy? No..

She got engaged with him..
I was happy for her..
Not entirely happy..
Okay..I lied..Not HAPPY!

I got her invite..
Best boy?
I board the next plane back..
Just for her happiness, not mine..

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I dressed smartly..
Smarter than him..
I looked more like the groom..
I was being selfish..

I was in her dressing room..
Waiting for her to do her last preparations..
She looked gorgeous..wonderful..
The wife I would have wanted..

I talked as she await..
She was nervous..
But insecure on her choice..
Was he the right one?

I paused..
I was a different man..
Maturer..with guts..
I spilled my feelings out..

She was stunned..
I was stunned..
She smiled..
She cried..

The door opened..
The organ plays..
"It's too late...
If only I met you first.."

Standing next to HIM
Those words replay in my mind..
Like a broken record..
That I couldn't stop..

She walked down the isle..
I looked at her..
She looked at him..
He looked at her..

Father read the words..
Yes I do..
Yes I do..
"Happy" husband & wives..

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got drunk shouting in the streets..
Stupid? No..at all..
The chance I missed 5 years back?
STUPID~!@#$%^&*()_\

Look at me..
A lawyer..
Who can't even fight for his love?
Pathetic..

Love drunk..
I stood from high above...
Looking down..
Look likes heaven..here I come..

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I hear voices..
I hear machines..
I hear my parents..
I hear cries..

But I lost here..
Where are these voices coming from?
I'm scared..
"Don't worried..I'm here"

Another voice..
Warmer..
I hear the voice much clearer..
I hear HER!

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I woke up in a bed..
Dress in the butt exposing robe..
I guess nobody wanted me..
Neither heaven nor hell..

My hand felt warm..
As I looked..
It was her hand..
Her warmth..

She woke up..
Her eyes showed her lack of sleep..
Her face left traces of dried tears..
Her voice sunk by long cries..

She hugged & I gasped for air..
She Thanked God & so did I..
She was glad & so was I..
She said something & I said "WHAT?"

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Once again, the organ plays..
A different setting..
A heaven like wedding..
A dream since she was a child..

I stood next to HIM AGAIN..
He looked smart..
I looked smarter!!!
Selfish? No...

She walked down the isle..
I looked at her..
He looked at her..
She looked at ME..

Why?
A question not challaging for Eistein..
Easy answer..
our wedding :)

Father read the words..
Yes I do..
Yes I do..
FINALLY the real HAPPY husband & wife!

"You may kiss the bride.."
We kissed.. My first kiss...
It was amazing..
To give it to her on this special day..

We ran down the isle..
Holding her hand..
Not letting go..
I swear it's for forever..

Still pinching myself..
A dream? No..
Telling myself..
REALITY!!!

As she threw the flower of happiness..
Into the sky it flew..
With our happiness..
And granted the lucky one the happiness..

We then kiss again..
My 2nd kiss..
In future to come..
Many more!!!

Her smile will brighten my hell days FOREVER..
Her laughter will comfort my angry heart FOREVER..
Her eyes will harass my soul as she looks at me FOREVER..
Her smell will always be with me FOREVER..

It's her..
Finally her..
I was alive for a reason..
It was for her..

It used to be me..
Wishing to hold her forever..
Wishing to love her forever..
Wishing her happiness forever..

Now..it's me..
Holding on her forever..
Loving her forever..
Giving her happiness forever..

========THE END==========

© Jeffery Jong Zhen Fei ^^

Monday, 26 April 2010

Dust?

So..lately, ppl kept on telling me these

"Jeff, when will u update ur blog?"
"wei..ur blog so boring liao ler.. nth to see liao.."
"no more love or emo post? i wan to read!!"
"so many dust in ur blog?"


SO I'M GOIN TO POST SOMETHING NOW!! :D